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Sunday, July 18th, 2004
9:11 am	If I could just see you, everything would be alright I really dont like this, it being summer and not seeing bobby. but now its not just not seeing him, i havnt really talked to him like about 3 days. I mean its fine because Tim and Matt are up there but it just sucks. 3 days isnt bad AT ALL compared to the 12 days I'm going to have to face when I go on my cruise in August. Theres this quote that I've been thinking about latly "Do you ever wish you could go back to your favorite memory and live in it" well anyone would want to. but then think to yourself what it would be. I dont think I could choose. Which is a really good thing i guess haha. and when i think about whats coming my way I dont want to go. I dont want to go back to school or start cross country. I dont want to even know whats going to happen next week or even tomorrow. I don't really want to go. I'm not trying to make this sound like "i want to die becuase I dont want tomorrow to come" but rather "I just want to stay the same forever without any changes" No one can stop tomorrow from coming. I just have a hard time picturing myself 10 years from now, becuase I dont want to. "I know you didnt bring me out here to drown, so why am I ten feet under and upside down?" Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Storm--Lifehouse (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 10th, 2004
9:10 pm	Photo Booth in York Soo this is me and my boyfriend Bobby..  =-D   and this is just me..haha I just got a hair cut (2 Comments |Comment on this)
8:41 pm	Show me love, and what its all about<3 Got back from Maine today...it was a really good time :-) Last night my family stayed with the Fredricksons, my boyfriend Bobby's family. Its been a week since i'd seen him because hes up in York for the summer. I guess its not really a bad thing because when I do see him its more look forwarded too. so we got to his house around 4 on Friday. I have to say that their house is so pretty. Its right on the ocean front and its just so beautiful. It was funny, because when I saw bobby my heart kind of stopped. haha I dont really know how to explain it, but its not a bad feeling. After he got cleaned up a little (he had just got home from work)we went to the icecream place where he works. We got an icecream and then walked to shortsand beach. We went into 'Fun-o-rama' and got pictures in the photo booth :-) It was almost like a dream because on our walk home the sun was setting and we walked down to a small little beach and he just held me and gave me a kiss. I love how we can just talk about anything at all, and never run out of things to say, and I love the feeling of knowing that in the end everything will be alright. Right now I can't really ask for more then what I have. This is probably the happiest I've been in a while because although me and Bobby have been pretty much together since October, 10 months, it wasnt always a happy time. Latly though I've really seen what love can be. Bobby told me the other day that we're not "In love" and at first that kinda hit me hard, but now i understand it. We do love each other but its not something that we can say "yeah we're in love". Not all, but most people my age havnt even felt love like what I feel right now for Bobby, not to mention be IN love. alright enough with me thinking out-loud haha ;-) I guess really what I'm trying to get across is that I'm starting to see a whole nothing kinda of love thanks to him...<3 Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: Simon-Lifehouse (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 6th, 2004
2:06 pm	somehow i knew that it would be this way.. So things have been going pretty good... I mean its been a pretty busy summer, which is always good. I guess its a let down that I barley see Bobby, but I was ready for that to happen over this summer. We talked about how it wouldn`t be easy, but im hanging in there :-) I have to admit its really hard with Ashley liking him too. I think it might be making our friendship fade slowly but I dont know what to do about it..oh well w/e..this is going no where (1 Comment |Comment on this)